Goodbye College, Goodbye VIVO!

MSU-IIT Accountancy Students : Czar,Jamal, Mao, Mariol, Me, Angelo

It has taken me awhile to formulate my next post. It's just that I've been trying to make out what has happened to me and the rest of the VIVO's in the past three weeks. Am I almost there? One more grade and it's either an INC or a 3 :( Life has always been cruel and UNFAIR. Guess, I'd have to break down this potentially overwhelming tide of emotional and physical strain. Well, I suppose I won't technically be granted my undergrad degree until the mean ( just kidding :D) people in the Dept. have made sure I've passed all my subjects , but I've never been the one to wait for their petty little bureaucracy to get this all togerher.

Speaking on behalf of the VIVO's, how are we suppose to pass the exams? When we only got 2.5 months to review our subjects from first year to fifth year? Not to mention our other very demanding subjects :( and we also had a Feasibility Study to finish at the end of the semester to graduate. Just imagine the amount of crap being thrown at us? Like my classmates, I had this little inkling of the shattering events that were looming on the horizon. I daresay that if we have been given an unvarnished preview of what was to come, we might not have appeared quite so unflappable and weak. We could have wished for the qualifying exams a year ago, and It could have been a lot easier to accept if we fail.

I just don't understand why they had to make some of our exams so unrelentlessly difficult when our job is to only debit or credit after grad. Why must everything be made to be so difficult and stressful when we are just a week away from graduation? I just don't understand the reason behind the high pressure situations we are always put in? We don't expect to have our hands held, but isn't it enough for us to take the lead on making sure we study, making sure we review our subjects and attending our review classes? After all, we couldn't have reached this far, if we aren't that good????

Sure like us, they have also their reasons. I guess we just have to hear them out. also.

Now is probably one of the toughest times I had in college. If I hopefully pass. I don't feel like I wanna graduate, I just don't want to say goodbye to everybody and to someone very close to me :( I’m not brave or bold enough to say goodbye to my friends and freak out about leaving college. Oh my. The weight off my shoulders is gone, hell I feel so mature now. Except for the other day when I had a petty fight with bembee for just a single choclate he won't share. The below thoughts does a much better job in describing my thoughts :

As we’re soon going to graduate

We are going to go our way and separate

Some will stay together

And some will drift away As we’re soon going to graduate

We are going to go our way and separate

Some will stay together

And some will drift away

We have couple of days left till that day

We have time to spend

With our classmates and friends

Till that day comes

I’ll be thinking of the memories in my head